I walked home with Nicholas tonight. He's buying a baby shower gift for his friend's fiancee and thought of buying a gift in one of the shops in the Jingan Temple area which is close to where I live. He is nothing like me but I have good conversations with him. I told him today not to be too mean to his girlfriend. It's semi- long distance and it's working. Told him the last thing he needed to do was to misconstrue his feelings, that he didn't wanna see her every week. Ahh.. how men and women (mis)communicate.
I never talk about you. Well okay, sometimes I do. Mostly to God because I think He's the only one who can hear this seemingly endless solitude. This whirring in my heart. I don't know why I turn down perfectly good guys for you. I don't know why heart picks a difficult man to love: You ignore me all the time, you never smile at me & you look at me with your celestially blank expression. And yet I love you. With the devotion of my love for sour gummy candy. (Don't laugh- me and sour gummy candy-- it's real love!)
I wonder if you ever will look at me with your eyes. And I wonder if you will speak to me. Just once speak to me.
See you. Sleep well and sweet dreams.
I never talk about you. Well okay, sometimes I do. Mostly to God because I think He's the only one who can hear this seemingly endless solitude. This whirring in my heart. I don't know why I turn down perfectly good guys for you. I don't know why heart picks a difficult man to love: You ignore me all the time, you never smile at me & you look at me with your celestially blank expression. And yet I love you. With the devotion of my love for sour gummy candy. (Don't laugh- me and sour gummy candy-- it's real love!)
I wonder if you ever will look at me with your eyes. And I wonder if you will speak to me. Just once speak to me.
See you. Sleep well and sweet dreams.
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